I have no intention of joining the bandwagon of writing about mj, but while watching his funeral, listening to the songs... I can't help but reminisce some beautiful moments with my siblings. There was a time in our lives, in a 2 bedroom apartment, where the 4 of us shared that 1 bedroom, with two double deck beds, where you would hear Heal The World round the clock.

As soon as we wake up that song is playing, while preparing for school the song is still on, when we get back from school, we'll play again the song, while studying and when we sleep... Such a beautiful song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W61Q-EZ8R7M

Miss you guys.

My very intention for creating this blog is to have an avenue for my thoughts and feelings, specially about my father whom we lost to cancer close to 5 years ago.

Yes, it has been almost 5 years and I would like to believe that I have already accepted his death... Then I realized, I am stuck... I have accepted his death but it still hurts, you just learn to live with the hurt... beacuse I miss him so much. I will miss him forever.

I plan my life with him in my mind, without him I don't know where to go. But now, I have no choice, I am in a cross road of my life where I have to choose the best road for me. I just pray that whatever road I choose he will still be proud of me.