My very intention for creating this blog is to have an avenue for my thoughts and feelings, specially about my father whom we lost to cancer close to 5 years ago.

Yes, it has been almost 5 years and I would like to believe that I have already accepted his death... Then I realized, I am stuck... I have accepted his death but it still hurts, you just learn to live with the hurt... beacuse I miss him so much. I will miss him forever.

I plan my life with him in my mind, without him I don't know where to go. But now, I have no choice, I am in a cross road of my life where I have to choose the best road for me. I just pray that whatever road I choose he will still be proud of me.